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BreakTime with Myia & Mollie | The Podcast

Hey all you people!

If you've seen my last post or been following my instagram stories you'll know that the first episode of my podcast with my friend, Mollie is available!

Our podcast is titled, BreakTime with Myia & Mollie. 

We started recording podcast episodes back in 2018 and it was originally called Creative Differences. We didn't have much of a structure or really knew what it was about or what our main goal was so the episodes were kind of an elongated run on sentence. We recorded episodes until May of 2019 when Mollie had to have an emergency appendectomy! 

We took a few months off and late 2019 we re-kindled the idea of recording episodes and now we're official!
Our first episode, Childhood Crushes is available wherever you'd like to listen but you can check out our podcast website here! 

Mollie and I met in college and didn't become close friends until we started working together back in 2018. We hit it off right away and since we both worked in the same department, we took our breaks and lunches together. We had the most amusing break times and would constantly be laughing uncomfortably loud in the cafeteria. We then changed our name to BreakTime with Myia & Mollie. 

We get along really well as we have a similar sense of humor, willingness to try new things and similar views of the world. 
We're both from central Wisconsin and attended the same college, UWSP (go Pointers, amirite?)

Our episodes will be released on Mondays beginning June 1st, 2020. 

You can listen on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Stitcher, or wherever you'd like to listen!
Follow us on instagram, twitter, and facebook.

xoxo
Myia

2020 | My Outlook

Hello All.


Long time, no?

Hope everyone had a great set of holidays and New Year's Eve/Day. 

Mine were spent with family and friends as they should be. I spent Thanksgiving with a different side of my family and it was absolutely amazing and a total soul cleanse. 
My many Christmases were spent with old friends, very close family discussing what is considered "old" music, and my love spoiling me more than usual (and no, we are not planning any big trips this year). 
New Year's Eve was spent at home, with some nice steaks and shrimp (as Uncle Jill would say, MOOMACH!) and we started a new tradition of watching 'the best' movie of that year. Since, that was  basically all on people's opinions we just watched a few we hadn't seen, including 'Book Smart', 'Jo Jo Rabbit' and then I watched 'The Aristocats' because it was my favorite when I was a kid and hadn't seen it since. 

Now we are here!
I am still enjoying my 'new' job and right now is our slower part of the year so I'm learning to get creative with my time. 
During some down time, I mentally listed my goals for this year. 
As of now, not all of them are an "absolutely must be done" type of goal because if they don't happen then I will feel like a total pile of garbage but I'm making a real effort to achieve them.

My main goal is to become financially comfortable and learn to actually budget.
I am absolutely a spender and if I know I have extra money that I can burn, I absolutely will go to Target or get those other throw pillows that caught my eye. 
I KNOW I don't need anymore throw pillows, I'm friggen set. 
I sat myself down and calculated how I would be able to pay off my credit card debt by this September and if I stick to my guns and no major issues arise, it'll be done.  
I will have the obvious student loans to keep chugging along on and my vehicle payment but with the extra credit card payments out of the way, I can double up on my payments and still be comfortable.

We're planning on doing some more updates on our house this year including the half bath on the main level and the entry/ mudroom.
We have plans to do a major remodel on our upstairs bath and guest room which includes dormers and moving walls around so that may have to be planned for 2021 or later. 
We still would like to put in new flooring everywhere and we absolutely NEED new windows, but we would like to do that as we go. The kitchen and dining area will probably be one of the last projects since it would mostly be new appliances and doesn't have to be done right away.

Some of you may know but my friend, Mollie and I have a podcast that we started back in 2018 and have recorded about 4-5 episodes. We stopped recording when she had her appendix out and I want to pick it back up as we have everything to make it happen. What is it about you ask? Basically nothing, we discuss everything and anything and don't have guidelines to follow and maybe they'll show up magically. This is the big goal that I don't have a tight grip on it but even if we get it published finally,  I'll feel like I've got it accomplished.

This past year was a lot. Travis and I bought a house, visited Scotland, I changed jobs, and we added a puppy to our family. 
All of these major highs were absolutely great, but for the majority of the year I wasn't having a great time mentally. I really fell out of love with myself and cut a few ties with people because I was absolutely sick of being the only one making an effort. 
I started to care less and less about the things I used to find joy in and basically stopped caring about my appearance. Some people saw that and would make comments and that obviously just made it worse.
There were a few moments here and there where that wasn't the case but they truly didn't last long enough to make an actual affect.
I stopped making posts here and on instagram because I truly felt like I had nothing worth sharing with anyone, and when I took a few photos to share what we've been up to, I hated everything about it and changed my mind.
This holiday season really didn't feel like a happy Christmas time for me and I know it doesn't always have to but I just wanted everything to be over. 

I guess what had to happen was a new year and a new decade to bring an idea of renewal and clear thinking. I know most people don't follow through on their resolutions and yearly goals but my absolutely main goal is to just be happier.
I don't know what will need to happen for that to be, but I'm excited for it none the less. 
I have hope for a better year and a really clear vision for my goals, I just need to suck it up and do it. 
And I will.

I'm not going to waste my time on people that don't deserve it. If you want to be in my life, make an effort. And if you know me at all, I don't require much to be my friend. 
I'm making an actual effort to get my finances in order because even as I am extremely fortunate to have what I have, finances are something that stress me out to the max even if I even come close.

And that's the real real, from me to you.

I hope all of you have had a wonderful new year and are hopeful for new beginnings and growth.


xoxo
Myia

Update | Life Started in May


Hi Everybody!

I'm not gonna lie, I started this blog post back in late July/ early August and I've been so dang busy but I keep remembering to add things to this and I just keep putting it off. How terrible of me, right? Anyway, this is what I've been up to this year since I've been MIA for over a year:

April:
I had my Senior Exhibition for my BFA show, and it went so fantastically I could cry. So many people came to support us and I sold a few pieces! My art teachers from high school and junior high school all came to support Allison and I (since we went to the same schools) and it was so amazing to see them. We talked about possible careers and what the job market in the art field looks like. A lot of smiles came from me that day.
Thank you again to everyone for coming!

My Summer Project

Hey Everybody!

About a month ago I began a project that I've never done before in this big of a scale. Family friends of mine, and fellow Hodagers asked me to paint a mural for them for their new bar they're putting in their house.
I was so happy that they even thought of me to do this for them! 
They wanted a tropical beach, palm trees and all, with a couple of chairs and drinks. The rest was pretty much up to my interpretation. 
Here's how I got it done:

Weekend in the Northwoods | Hodag 2016

Hey Everyone!

I'm back from my weeklong vacation up in Rhinelander, Wisconsin
(and finally posting about it a month later...whoops!)
And you know that the only reason that I would go up there for an entire week, with horrible cell service mind you, would be to attend the 39th Annual Hodag Country Festival!

As soon as it turned into July, I was just itching for the day to come when I could pack up my car and head up north.
This year, Mom, Dad, and I decided to go up a day earlier than normal (Tuesday instead of Wednesday) so we could be settled in a day earlier than everyone else and be ready for the chair line.
Honestly, it was a great idea.

Day 1:

I got up there around 6:30pm, and Mom, Dad, and I went to a bar a little bit away from the grounds called "The Jailhouse". It's your average pub, serving food (if I remember, their Tuesday special is 10 tacos for $10! What a deal!) They're also overlooking water and have a boat landing right in the parking lot (which is cool if you need to grab a bite to eat after being on the water all day). We had the sausage and bacon pizza, which was pretty good!
We got back to the grounds, I got my ever so lovely orange wristband and overflow camping/parking pass and unpacked to settle in for the night. Friends of my parents' (John and Tracy) stopped by for an hour before it started to rain. Later that night, Mom, Dad, and myself settled in to play a few rounds of Mom's favorite game, Sequence (Dad didn't quite get the hang of play a card-grab a card). We couldn't wait until the next day to for the surprise of being the first there.

Day 2:
Everyone getting settled in.
Waiting in the chair line
Got our chairs down!
Got the best seat in the house for the weekend, next to Uncle Jill (or apparently my grandma, says the jewelry man)

We woke up with no rush (just the way we like it) and anticipated everyone's arrival. The Waltz's were the first to arrive, followed by Hannah, Becky&Jim, and Uncle Jill&A1. They all unpacked and settled in then we put up the carport so we could enjoy the hot, but with shade.
It was pretty hot and sunny while sitting in line waiting for them to let us put our chairs down, but honestly, I'll take hot and sunny over raining, cold, and hailing any day. We sat where we pretty much always do, and it's always prime. After we settled down, Mom, Dad, and I got a fish fry and then we headed to 'the pav' for some merch. Apparently when you spend so much you get a free mug thing? Neat.
We went back to camp and got settled in for the night, started a fire, y'know the whole shebang.
 We went to bed and that was that.

Day 3:
The essentials
Thursday was nail day
 Apparently Thursday was also cold, rainy, and have Myia be sick, day.

Thursday is always pot luck day, which was m-m-m good! Always is. So much dang food.
After the pot luck, we were still all huddled under the carport as it was raining on and off and pretty chilly. I had to put on my pants and close toed shoes, along with three shirts and a hat and a blanket...I'm pretty sure I had a cold..great. Patty and Gretchen came up to join us Thursday. Gretchen brought some sunflowers and honestly, it did liven up the carport in the damp weather :)
Uncle Jill, A1, Mom, Dad, and I decided to stay back and not go to the shows and sit in the wet.
Mom, Dad, and I played a few rounds of Sequence again, Hanna told me my fortune with a deck of playing cards (she was surprisingly accurate), and UJ and A1 spectated. Dad and A1 started a fire while UJ tried to light a (30 year old) mosquito repeller. The rest of the night was pretty much just that. Also felt like I was going to die while trying to get to sleep, but that's another thing.

Day 4:

Friday was Margaritaville Day! My Great-Uncle Howie hosts Margaritaville with his buddies and family. They whip up about 400 margaritas with their gas powered blenders. Although it was raining a bit, we stuck it out and went, with the help of our lovely chauffeur, Tracy. We spent an hour or so drinking margaritas and schmoozing with family. We went back to camp, grabbed everyone else and headed to go see Lauren Alaina. She was pretty good! Packer jersey and all. Then, the Nitty Gritty Dirt Band came on! They were fantastic. Honestly never thought I'd say that I had seen them in the flesh. Ahh! (Currently listening to 'Mr. Bojangles' and you should too). Thomas Rhett was the closer and he was pretty dang good too. Not bad to look at either ;) Mom, and Dad headed back early and I stayed back till the end. Eventually we got back to camp and sat around the fire. We laughed, and drank some more, then it was time for bed.

Day 5:
'Lois' and I
Back row: Matt, Jaeke, Jim
Next row: Chris, A1, myself, Becky w/clay head, Mom, Pam, Dad
Middle row: Ken, Jean, Amber, Dawn, Hanna, Patty, Jack
Second to last row: Randee, Gretchen, Uncle Jill, JoAnne
Front row: Rachel the selfie-stick extraordinaire
(Missing Mike)

Saturday was 'Murica Day. As you can see, I opted for stripes, Mom was my stars. I figured overalls were a good idea, it was the perfect temp, and you know that when you bend over or lift up your arms, your butt crack won't show :) All of us ladies donned star spangled flowers, pins that told everyone to, "drink up bitches!", and our pull-tab bracelets made by Randee.
No rain, and beautiful temperatures at about 72, Saturday was perfect!
The lineup for Saturday was as follows: Clare Dunn (we didn't go down to see her), Dallas Smith (same), Jana Kramer (She was pretty good! Tiny too. We caught the last bit of her set), Montgomery Gentry (They always put on a good show, good times had all around!), and Jake Owen was the closer. He was fantastic, his music was lively and fun, the horns were a great touch (I posted a photo to Instagram earlier in the week and his horn players' Instagram liked it!). Dad really enjoyed the horns, even though when he expressed how much he liked them, he called it percussion, silly dad. I think Jake got a few downloads from my father the next week. We had jello shots all day, I ran out of drinks (but not like we don't bring enough to quench everyone's thirsts, thanks again, Dawn!). It was a fantastic night!
After the show, we went back to camp and unloaded. Amber and Rachel invited me to go with them to a campsite with a bunch of their friends from Polonia, WI. We played corn hole (of course) and watched as people got locked out of their campers, showed us some drunken pda, spilled, and fell down a lot. I also apparently offended a small, inebriated, shirtless man who wanted to play guitar for us, but meh. After a couple of hours we walked back to camp and went to bed.

Pro Tip for Hodag and personal reminder: Overalls are not the most convenient outfit, especially once you've broken the seal. 


Day 5:
(I'm gonna warn you, this one is a little wordy, so bear with me)
This was the exact moment I fell in love with harmonica players, more specifically, Chris Janson.

Sunday, as you can see, was a very wet day. They don't call in 'Rain-lander' for nothin'! I don't think I saw a single person without some form of rain protection (i.e. poncho, hoodie, ran coat, rain boots, or umbrella (which is not permitted! naughty naughty). We didn't go down to the show to see Cam, but we got there around the time The Brothers Osborne were finishing their set (Mom really wanted to see them) and we sat to watch everyone else. There was no way we were going to miss Neal McCoy, I mean, he's Mr. Hodag. When we got to our seats it was only partially raining, we figured that we could easily sit through it without ponchos. Terri Clark came out and did a great set, she still looks amazing! Also, she's a packer fan, so we like her.  We gave her a standing ovation and she was flabbergasted that we wanted her to come back for another set, surprise Terri! We loved you!
I remember Terri Clarks set really well because before she started, Mom and I went to go grab some vittles and I found some loaded Mac N' Jack bites (deep fried mac n' cheese made with Monterey Jack) and holy balls were they deep fried bites of heaven. Uncle Jill agreed.
We went around to look at what every stand had as far as trinkets and attire. The usual random sunglasses, expensive boots, woven everything, knock-off t-shirts (which also had bamoo (I'm assuming they meant Bamboo) pillows, and Quin (queen?) pillows as well.
 I'd like to know where the bamoo grows.

We went down to the band merchandise tent and they didn't have any Brothers Osborne merch, so Mom was a bit peeved, so we went back to the seats and watched the rest of Terri's set.
Chris Janson was on after her and all I can say is, I'm in love. Too bad for me, he's married and has a little baby girl. That string bean of a white boy can play the hell out of a harmonica. He was flying all over the stage, jumping up and down, flailing his arms all over the place, holy spit-fire. As soon as I heard that man play his harmonica, it was all I wanted to hear for the rest of my life. Okay, I might be a little over dramatic, but seriously, the kid is good.
Towards the end of his set, it started to downpour pretty good. Everyone was soaked, and we were totally okay with that because we were having a good time!

People were handing out plastic artificial insemination gloves in-between Chris and Neal, because for some reason, that's Neal's thing? Any who, people get them and blow them up and wave them around when he comes on, and we all go crazy. He called us crazy (and stupid) for standing out in the pouring ran for so long just to see him. Well, Neal, we'd probably stand around in light snowfall for you too. He didn't climb on top of the stage like he usually does, most likely because he would've slipped and fell but, he did bring out his two youngest grandsons, and they were super cute! His band always has a great time, and we love them every year. People always say to us, "well, don't you get a little bored with seeing him every single year?" and we tell them, no frickin' way. He's definitely one of the best entertainers, red-blooded American, drinks just about whatever people throw on stage, and wears whatever people give him. For a guy who is almost 60, he doesn't show it on stage.

After Neal was done, Uncle usually does her 'end of the 'dag 5-point cartwheel' but she took a tumble the night before and couldn't do it, so Rachel did it for her.
We then all packed up our chairs and coolers, and walked back to camp as it was all said and done. It stopped raining, and we played a new game. Joe Santagato calls it "Watch Ya Mouth", you basically wear a cheek retractor (like the ones used for teeth whitening) and you say phrases and hope your team can guess what you said. Someone got all of us on video singing David Allan Coe's "You never even called me by my name" (darlin') so, whoever has that, I'd love to see it ;)
After a few rounds of that, the group was a little too inebriated to continue on. 
Everyone keep your cheek retractors for next year! 



Monday was pack-up-and-go-home day. Hugs and good-byes all around. Not like we never see each other, but it's still sad-ish none the less. A few campers (not in our group) had some trouble packing up and getting their RV's out of the park because the ground was so soggy. Bleh!

On my way home, I always have this like slight depression that it's over because it's what I look forward to ever summer. I can't help but feel humbled because of the wonderful people that I get to spend my week with are some of my very favorites. I love every single one of them!
Overall, it was a successful Hodag. My 9th Year (although I skipped a few years in-between).
I met some great people (JoAnne, Jack, Ken, Jean, Amber, Patti & Gretchen) come back again!
Jack, the game for next year will be 100% re-vamped, and ready for next time!
Hopefully next year is less damp, and even if there isn't a whole lot of sun, warm weather is all we ask for.

Neal McCoy says 330 days 'til next Hodag!

If you've gone to the Hodag, let me know your favorite part of the week was, and if you didn't go to the Hodag but went to another music festival, let me know who you saw!

Hope you all had a great July and are enjoying the last bits of your summer!
xoxo

Favorites | May

Hey Everybody!
Welcome to June!



And...
Welcome to my newly re-named blog!
 Ya like? No? Well thats too dang bad. 
Check out my About Me page if ya have any questions.

Wow, okay I haven't done a favorites since, what, February!? I am slack-a-lacking'. Well, May has flown by and since it is definitely my favorite month of the year (being my birthday month) I've found a few new loves and wanted to share them with you!
So, here we go!

1. Me Before You by Jojo Moyes
I know I've definitely jumped on the bandwagon with this one a bit late, but hey, better late than never! Right about when the movie was beginning to be advertised, I had purchased this and the sequel and completely forgot about it. Once the movie became a bit more popular on tv, I decided to whip it out. And I'll tell you what, I LOVE THIS BOOK! I could not put it down. Any chance I had to read it, I did. I became so emotionally invested in it, I didn't want it to end. 
I won't spoil anything for those of you who haven't read it yet, but holy balls did I ugly sob. SOB!

2. Revlon Ultra HD Matte Lip Color
If I hadn't known about these from one of Zoella's videos I would've totally passed them by. But honestly, I am so glad I picked up a couple of these from Target (doesn't hurt that I got a $5 gift card with the purchase). First off, they smell fantastic! Like a watermelon cupcake! The formula is so nice, they go on so smoothly and last all day (and I'm not kidding about that one, I 'accidentally' left my makeup on overnight, and it was still on in the morning). I know a few people don't like that it isn't 100% matte, but it's matte enough for me and I love them! (My favorite is 'Seduction)

3. Julep Nail Color- LuLu
I received my first box from Julep for my birthday (because I got it for free :) And honestly, if it wasn't a tad bit too expensive for me, I'd probably subscribe. This color, LuLu, is too cute! And I love the 'soft focus finish' as it's a bit different from the usual mega shine. My Julep box also came with my May birthstone color and a charcoal konjac sponge. Overall I would have to say that all of the products are very nice quality, and if you can afford it, I suggest trying it out!

4. Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell 
I'm pretty sure I had put this in one of my previous monthly favorites, but I never actually finished it. And this month, I did! It took me a little bit to get into this book but once I did, I couldn't put it down!  The main character, Cather (odd name, I know, once you'll read you'll understand) is a freshman in college and is being separated from her twin sister, Wren, and is having a hard time adjusting. She has a bit of home troubles with her father, who is one of my favorite characters, really gets herself into a few different uncomfortable situations, and meets and falls for someone unexpected. While reading, I couldn't get the image of one of my late friends, Alex (Lex), out of my mind when the character of Levi (man above) came up. Honestly, I feel like he was watching me read the book. Lex, if you see this, thank you for being there with me for the premier of Deathly Hallows and calming me down when I freaked out that it was the end and cried. Never told you, but I love you, man. Miss you.

5. Xhiliration Floral Romper and Mossimo Supply Co. Peach Romper
 I bought both of these as a birthday present to myself (can never have too many of those, right?) and I absolutely love them! The black one has pockets! What more do I have to say about that? Its super light weight and comfortable. A bit short, but eh, its summer. $24.99 at Target. The pale pink one is super super comfortable. I wore it on my birthday, and the day after to dinner (if nobody saw, it doesn't count). Also $24.99 at Target. Even though rompers aren't the most practical for everyday use, as you have to take the whole thing off to go to the bathroom unless you're a skilled pee-er and can maneuver it without taking it all off (I envy you) I still think they're super cute!



Aaaaaaand thats about it! 
What have you all been loving lately?
Hope your May has been good, and your June is even better!

xoxo

Not Your Father's Contest | Trivia 47

Hey Everybody!

This past weekend was a super fun one for myself as it was Trivia! For those of you who don't know, the world's largest trivia contest is hosted in Stevens Point, Wisconsin by my universities radio station WWSP 90fm. It goes from 6pm Friday until Midnight that Sunday.
 All day, everyday.
Basically what happens is, your team (or if you're brave enough, just yourself) listens to the radio (90fm of course) and they read you off a question. The question could be super obvious, or it could be the longest run on sentence ever and you'll never know how to find the answer. Then they play two songs (some hours they just play one longer song so you have to hurry) and during those songs you find the answer to the question and then call into the station with your trivia ID and answer. Once your team calls in the answer it usually takes a while to get through as they only have about 20-30 people answering phones and literally everyone playing in the contest is calling at the same time. Imagine how it used to be! Jeez!
Then once the second song is over they call out, "Phones down in the back!" and you can no longer call the station. They then read off the answer and you try to keep track if you had gotten it correct or not and that way you can follow along with your points. Some questions are only worth 20 points, and some are worth 400. Depending on how many teams answered correctly. 
We hardly get any of the multi-hundred point questions, but gosh darn it we try!

For the past 4 years, I've been playing on the team, Sparky's Dead which is my best friend Maggie's father's team. 
Cap'n Don.
Don got this rad chair from a vendor at work and we were honing our mini basketball skills all weekend. It even had holders to put boxes of Cheez-Its in! It actually wasn't that bad of a chair to just plop your butt in and relax. Way to go Cheez-it!

This year was car themed so I had Ryan dialed in to answer any questions we couldn't get, as he's quite the wrench. 
I stayed up until about 3am Saturday, then took my sleeping shift until Maggie and Hannah came back from the running questions. Then I was kicked out of my bed and stayed up to help answer more questions. 
On Saturday we won the grocery bag giveaway from Trig's. I think we've won the bag just about every year since I've been playing. (Good luck charm?)
It was such a nice weekend as far as weather goes, I was kind of bummed that we had to be cooped up in a basement with little to no natural light. Every couple of hours I made sure to go take a walk outside. It was about 70 something degrees! The warmest it's been so far! Ugh, come back!!!
On Sunday, Christine and I went to go do the running questions at 7am at Copps and we got them done probably the fastest that we've ever done. I knew a couple of the answers before we even started running around so that was a bonus!


 Can we talk about how great this 'Coachella' SnapChat filter is? Makes your eyes all irresistible n' junk.
And of course there was a lot of face swapping going on. 

Sunday at about 7pm I got to do a Trivia Focus! We got a call from the station asking if we wanted to and Don volunteered me, so I couldn't say no right?
They asked a series of weird questions that I didn't necessarily know (basically they were all about Sparky, who was not my dog and he had died way before my time), so I didn't sound too enthused. They also asked me to make my best muscle car impression and all I said was "broom" and they didn't even put it on air! I was so mad. Oh well, I was still on the radio :)

I'm surprised that I'm not more tired than usual as I only got about 10 hours of sleep total. Also, shout out to Larry for having an exam the Monday after Trivia...thanks a heap.

We landed in 140th place out of like 400(?) teams. Which, is pretty darn good. We'll never be Dad's Computers good, but hey, we can try right?

Thanks for the great weekend McClures! 
See you next year!

Hope you all enjoyed your weekends and if you played Trivia, what team were you on and where did you place? I'd love to keep track of your team for next year as well!

xoxo

My letter to thirteen-year-old Myia

Hello Everybody!

I've been thinking about somethings for the past few days now like about how things I've done in my past have affected who I am today.
I know, just about everybody thinks this way.
And I'm trying not to.
If I could go back in time, I'd tell myself to act a certain way or treat someone better or worse than I had, and I probably wouldn't be exactly who I am now, but who knows if it could possibly be for better or worse. 
(That's the point Myia, get on with it)

So, since I can't do that, this message is a reminder for my future children, my niece, my cousins' children and whatever other young people I encounter in my life, that need a reminder as they ascend into their early teens. 
This is the time of my life that I remember being the most crucial (cue teen angst).
                             
                                        -I wasn't sure what the hell I was doing.
                                        -I made a lot of dumb mistakes.
                                        -And clearly I got over them all.
                                        -And you will too.  <--- MOST IMPORTANT

          
^
             Dear thirteen-year-old Myia,

        At this point in your life, you probably think that having a boyfriend is the most important thing to have. Well, sorry to be General Buzzkillington but, it's not. To be honest, the most important thing is to actually get the grades you know you deserve and to focus on the things you most enjoy in life, like your art, or other passions. I know you don't think you are, but you definitely are much smarter than you give yourself credit for. Act like it. 
        Don't try to act like somebody you aren't. It actually makes you less likable as a person.
        You're going to get REALLY bad highlights and think that it doesn't look so bad, but it totally does. 
        Don't have Mom buy you stupid expensive clothes that everybody else has, they don't matter, it doesn't make you more likable as a person. Totally pointless. And for the love of God, don't wear pajama pants to school. Also, nobody cares if you're wearing skateboarding shoes, you don't know how to skateboard so stop it. But, trust me, you'll get a decent style that works for you. Eventually.
        Be nice to people. More than that, be nice to everyone. Even if they don't deserve it.
        Junior High, or Middle School, or whatever they're calling it now, isn't a proper reflection upon how high school will go, or college for that fact. It's kind of a joke, but you still have to go through it like everyone else. Just make it less painful with the right attitude. 
        What you do in the privacy of your own room doesn't make you a bad person. Trust me, pretty much everybody else is doing something they're not proud of either. And it may seem wrong now, but by the time you and your friends are all about 18-19, maybe 20 you've all done something that you're not comfortable talking about to others. Guess what, when you're 22, you can talk about things like that all the time with friends because you just don't care. Masturbation. There, I said it. 
        Now, this is one of the more important points you need to listen to. Please, please try your hardest to not let friends (or people that you think are your 'friends') coerce you into doing anything that you know is wrong or makes you feel uncomfortable. Just say no. Trust me, they're going to tell you that you're stupid, or weak, or a bitch, or something else that will just put you down. And it will. But, if they say those things just because you didn't give in to something that made you uncomfortable, then you don't want anything to do with them. Trust me, you're life is just fine without them. And you can make fun of them on Facebook years later. 
        And lastly but absolutely not least, your happiness is what matters most. Remember that.
                                         
                                                        Love, your future self.

Hope this can possibly hit you all right in the nostalgia.
Hope you have a great weekend. 
Make good choices.

xoxo

Here's to 2016

Hello Everybody!

Welcome to the New Year!

I love new years just for the main reason being that you get a fresh start. Or, at least what feels like a fresh start. Like the age old saying goes, "the past is in the past". And honestly, that's how I've been trying to see the past year throughout 2015. I've made some not so great decisions here and there as I'm sure many of you have as well, and whether they're small oopsies or big uh oh's, it's in the past. 
Some of my closest relationships have changed completely and not always for the better. But, I'll get through it all one way or another and this year has given me peace of mind knowing that it's all in the past and I've got a new start. 

As I reflect on the good things that have happened to me in 2015, like meeting so many new friends at school and at my new job, seeing more of my family, and actually enjoying my art at school, towards the end it was a pretty good year. 

This year, I will begin my last year in college (finally). You know what, it's going to be 6 years that I've been in college and for one, I'm not too happy about that and it makes me feel like I'm not doing it right and that I'm so behind everyone else that I graduated with, and two, everyone is different and I know that now-a-days it's kind of hard to graduate in 4 years so I don't feel too bad.
Ryan and I will mark 4 (wow) years together, and so far, so good.
Ryan turns 34 today, (honestly, I hope I still look ten years younger when I'm 34 like he does) and in May I will turn 23. Apparently nobody likes you when you're 23 (so says blink182). And according to Scott Pilgrim, this is the year I will find my soul mate (we'll see about that). 
I plan on reading a lot more, and obviously blogging a lot more. I will use my planner to its potential and try to use my sketchbook everyday. 
As most other people say, this is the year I will get off my lazy ass and get in shape. Ryan and I have already made plans to do just that. Drinking more water, and eating healthier are also a part of this (obviously). 

There are many other things that I plan on doing this year, like doing more work on our house and traveling more, and those are things that need definite planning. 
As I write this, I am listening to 'Riptide' by Vance Joy and I highly recommend everyone give this song a listen at least once in their life as this song immediately makes me happy. It makes me think of so many different things and people and its just a rush of nostalgia. And even though it'll definitely make the perfect summer song, it helps my winter blues go away momentarily. 

Here's whats coming up in January:

This coming weekend I will have Christmas with my brother, sister-in-law, and niece at their house (which we have not seen yet, exciting!) and I can't wait to see them. 

I will be doing a re-cap of my holidays.

I may (or may not) start vlogging. It seems like it would be super fun, but could get very time consuming. I think it would help me better myself as I don't always want to look like a hag but, obviously I'm a real person and don't look perfect at all times, but gosh darn it I try. 

I hope all of you are aiming to better yourselves in the new year! 
Take it just one day at a time.

xoxo

(All photos in this post are courtesy of weheartit)